Here I lay soon to be departed,
Left in shame and broken hearted,
Freezing cold my body discarded,
Left to die with a life uncharted,
I an addict of so many chems,
Completely changed about to be normal again,
Soon I’m called to be the hero or villain,
To defeat a rapist or deal chems in the end,
Only I knew the story of what really went down,
But sadly can’t tell it for now you must lay me down,
For the questions I’m asked will be in heaven or hell,
For I may have changed or on the past I might dwell,
The police have no words for my family to tell,
Just the criminals responsible are locked in their cells,
So until then my co
Heh never thought I’d pick it up again,
I thought I was done staying up till 4am,
I never thought I would feel like this again,
Completely confused and just a bundle of mixed thoughts and gin,
Sleep doesn’t come easy when you have no friends,
It isn’t like I don’t want any that much is true,
It’s the pain I cause people something I’d rather not put them through,
Since picking it back up again I’ve nothing better to do,
I’m writing here now if that’s not enough of a clue,
I still love writing that much is true,
It’s just I’m not giving out anything that’s good enough for y
The regular taps and paps if my job resonate with me,
Firing round after round at targets skillfully,
Teaching my trade to the young respectfully,
For firing a gun is something anyone can teach,
But teaching them safety and control is not as easy,
For I am protecting our youth from horrible decisions,
For we are the guidelines for the children’s destiny,
So please I urge you to teach your kids to teach your kids safety
this poem is meant to promote the teaching of gun safety to children when they are of age to handle a firearm drill them on safety for their sake and yours.
Here I lay soon to be departed,
Left in shame and broken hearted,
Freezing cold my body discarded,
Left to die with a life uncharted,
I an addict of so many chems,
Completely changed about to be normal again,
Soon I’m called to be the hero or villain,
To defeat a rapist or deal chems in the end,
Only I knew the story of what really went down,
But sadly can’t tell it for now you must lay me down,
For the questions I’m asked will be in heaven or hell,
For I may have changed or on the past I might dwell,
The police have no words for my family to tell,
Just the criminals responsible are locked in their cells,
So until then my co
Heh never thought I’d pick it up again,
I thought I was done staying up till 4am,
I never thought I would feel like this again,
Completely confused and just a bundle of mixed thoughts and gin,
Sleep doesn’t come easy when you have no friends,
It isn’t like I don’t want any that much is true,
It’s the pain I cause people something I’d rather not put them through,
Since picking it back up again I’ve nothing better to do,
I’m writing here now if that’s not enough of a clue,
I still love writing that much is true,
It’s just I’m not giving out anything that’s good enough for y
So I’m going back to college away from my family so I will be able to write draw and basically do many of the things they perceive as not worth the time or effort to do that I enjoy. So prepare for a much larger influx of writings and sketches from me as I will be able to freely do what I like to do and share it with you.
I’ve got to work on symmetry and texture more, aside from that I think I’m starting to get the hang of it, I’d post some but I torch the practice sheets when I’m done to avoid being noticed, gotta love non art loving family members.